Who Am I?

“I don’t believe people are looking for the meaning of life as much as they are looking for the experience of being alive.” — Joseph Campbell

“Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth.” — Alan Watts

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” — Mark Twain

I’m Dawn Akemi — writer, actor, chronic overthinker. I’ve lived many lives: on stage, off grid, in spreadsheets, and inside my own head. I write to wrestle with meaning, laugh at power, and occasionally make peace with the absurd.

My debut novel, Pono and Aloha vs the Zero-Sum Game, is a coming-of-age story set in 1970s Hawai‘i, complete with spirits, economics, family tension, and the occasional divine interruption. It’s political. It’s mystical. It’s personal. Kind of like me.

This blog is where I say the things I can’t fit in polite conversation. Expect reflections, provocations, and a little spiritual side-eye. If you like your stories with bite and soul, welcome.

Me and My Manuscript

Pono and Aloha vs the Zero Sum Game can be found here.

38 thoughts on “Who Am I?

    • Thank you very much. I hope you enjoy my stories too.

      As to writing, I’m currently reflecting on the work of Brenda Ueland’s If You Want to Write: “No writing is a waste of time – no creative work where the feelings, the imagination, the intelligence must work. With every sentence you write, you have learned something. It has done you good.” That goes for all of us! 🙂

  1. You are an amazing writer from what I can tell on your posts on your blog. Your writing is engaging, smooth, and fun to read! I hope you find your calling, whether it be acting or writing. Good luck in everything!!

  2. As trite as it may sound, I feel your story. I think quite a few of us have been where you are. I hope your novel is published and that you one day find an avenue back into the craft that you love. Peace out! 😀

  3. I’m glad I found your blog — I love your explanation of why you write! In an interesting juxtaposition, I think being a musician and being a composer are in the same realm as being an actor and being a writer — auditioning and “asking for permission” can be so stifling to the spirit, after a while. Being able to unleash your emotions and thoughts without asking permission is liberating.

    • Really appreciate all your comments, Jason. I do think music, acting, and writing share much–all work to enhance storytelling. Best of luck to you in following your musical dreams. 🙂

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